Wednesday, February 27, 2008

In Praise of Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles

So, anyone who knows me even remotely knows that I love sci-fi. I was reared on a steady visual diet of Star Trek (all series) and Star Wars, and, as soon as I was old enough, The Terminator movies.

Terminator has been as influential on the development of my sci-fi mind as The Lord of the Rings (the book, thank you) was on the development of my fantasy mind. I've always loved dystopic or post-apocalyptic films and stories -- maybe because they're tributes to humanity's drive for survival, maybe because they reveal what people can accomplish when stripped of all the luxuries that we tend to call necessities, maybe because they're semi-prophetic in their way, and I like to envision that "end of the world" sense in order to mentally prepare for something like that to happen.

So of course I loved Terminator, and I loved T2 even more (still haven't seen T3, which I'm probably going to have to break down and give in to watching; I just didn't see how anything could come close to topping the achievements of the sequel film). Thinking about the time loops has occupied my mind, when I wasn't imagining what living in James Cameron's 2029 would be like.

When Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles was announced to air on FOX, I almost split my skin from excitement. This has been THE story for me, the defining narrative of science fiction, full of, not just nifty twists and interesting futuristic dramas, but so much heart. So I dedicated myself to the weekly watching of the show.

And I'm appalled at all the nasty reviews it's getting. I'm not sure why the critics are so caustic, but something crawled up their backsides and got stuck there -- disappointment, perhaps? But disappointment in what?

Granted, the show isn't perfect. Sarah Connor's voiceovers at the beginnings and ends of the episodes tend to indulge in overly cheesy lines (but let's not forget the Writers' Strike, folks; the best that had committed to the show were a bit on the absent side). But frankly, that's the show's worst fault. What the other critics have been lambasting a.) is something the show can't really help: that it's not the movies; b.) is a misunderstanding of the multiple "time travel" theories that exist in science fiction; and c.) is a result of all the bad television that has become detrimentally popular in our current time.

I. The Show Isn't the Films.

First, the show can't be the movies. Obviously. Plots and writing and even characterization have to change from a film, often dramatically, in order for a TV show to sustain itself over time. Everyone knows that Linda Hamilton absolutely kicked ass as Sarah Connor; but Lena Headey has a different challenge -- how to kick ass without burning out her character. Hamilton had a span of two hours in T2; she should have been, was, and could be the intense, borderline psychotic woman that she played. A Sarah Connor like that would self-destruct in a TV series, the nature of which is much more drawn out.

And let me address one issue that I've seen a lot of viewers and critics complaining about: how Headey's Sarah Connor failed to kill the liability Andy Goode, when Hamilton's Sarah would have blown his head off on the first meeting.

The response is simple. Look at T2. While Hamilton's Sarah did have a few minutes of going terminator herself in the attempt to prevent Miles Dyson from creating Skynet, she didn't actually kill him. That Furlong's John Connor arrived too late to prevent his mother from attacking the Dysons didn't matter; she had discovered that she couldn't kill Dyson, and in fact was a weepy mess at the idea that she nearly did. Three years out of the mental hospital -- the time interval which has passed at the beginning of The Sarah Connor Chronicles -- and no longer being treated constantly as a lunatic would reasonably have stabilized her a lot, and so the character's development into Headey's thoughtful, reluctant-to-murder, yet still tough and determined Sarah Connor makes sense, rendering her willing to immolate Andy Goode's home, but spare his life if possible. (How many wimps commit large-scale arson?)

And I think that's one of the major disappointments that the show's viewers and critics struggle to resolve, which leaves them (mostly the critics) excessively angry -- Headey isn't Hamilton. The show isn't the movies. But how could it be? When a beloved pet dies, and you decide to get another one, you're in for a huge let-down if you expect the new pet to be exactly like the old one, particularly if the new pet is a dog and the old pet was a cat. The animals have different personalities, and, as different species, distinct and variant qualities and needs. So with the challenging transition from film to television, and from what I've seen, the show is doing it well.

II. There are Lots of Time Travel Hypotheses.

The second thing I noticed, from one review that of course now I can't find, was a lot of ranting about the inconsistencies of the time travel. The writer was particularly convinced that should Sarah and John Connor succeed in their offensive to prevent the war with the machines, John Connor would cease to exist, because Kyle Reese wouldn't have come back in time to protect Sarah and thus engendered John.

Well, goodness, how sophisticated.

In fact there are half a dozen or more different theories as to the effects of time travel in science fiction. I spent a while looking them up. My understanding is at this moment only basic (but it's interesting enough to want to do some real research, and not just haunt the archives of Wikipedia, which is the source of all my information; there are more technical sites, but I found them to be, with my nonscience background, practically unreadable; plus they dealt more with psychology and atomic physics than science fiction), but I found enough to satisfy that critic's question, and a few of my own, in regard to the Terminator franchise's time travel.

It seems that in the films, we're dealing with a mutable timeline, identified as "Type 2.1" in this article. This type of time travel assumes a singular timeline in which the past is indeed changeable, but resistant to change, and so requires great efforts and enormous actions to affect more than a few minute details in the immediate future. The films play this hypothesis out rather well: In T1 Kyle Reese's prime objective is not to change but to preserve the future he knows -- the future in which John Connor exists. In protecting and then impregnating Sarah he fulfills his objective, although he didn't know that falling in love with her would finalize his purpose; in T2 the attempt to change the future appears to work -- the Connors blow up Cyberdine and destroy the first Terminator's chip and arm, as well as almost all of the second Terminator -- but in T3 evidently the attempt only postpones the war (after all, in T2 they melt Arnie but forget about the half an arm he left crushed in a gear somewhere, so futuristic technology survives -- see how the timeline resists major change), and so, while they change a little of the immediate future in T2, they still fail to prevent the war itself.

Maybe it's confusing to contemplate the necessity of the time loop in which Reese travels back to father John, then dies, and then is born and grows up and travels back to father John; but this is where the second factor in time travel hypotheses comes in: the Novikov self-consistency principle. According to this idea, there's no paradox in the Reese-Connor time loop; it plays out consistently, since each "time" Reese goes back, he fathers John. This of course presupposes that no one can stop the war against the machines, and the motivation for sending Reese back in time remains the same.

The mutable timeline hypothesis also answers the question of where the "first" John Connor came from. If one refers back to the idea that the timeline resists major change, but allows for differences in the way events are fulfilled, one can hypothesize that the "first" time everything happened, John Connor could have been conceived in the usual way, with some guy from Sarah Connor's present; Reese's involvement in John's parentage only came from John's "first" decision to send back a protector for his mother and therefore himself. This is consistent with the Type 2.1 mutable timeline hypothesis, since in the end, John Connor is indeed born (after Reese became the father, and Sarah Connor bore his son, she obviously assumed that this was the son meant to save the world, named him John, and never had any other children), although the circumstances of his parentage and birth might have differed from the "original" version.

Based on the mutable timeline hypothesis, with the Novikov self-consistency principle incorporated therein, there are at least two possibilities for the future of the TV series that don't relegate John Connor to certain extinction:

1. They fail. After all, the war between mankind and machines is a pretty big event in the world's future history, the timeline resists change, and they've been unable to change it so far. And there's a lot levied against them as far as possibilities for rerouting the circumstances of the future are concerned: the Japanese computer could become Skynet instead of the Turk; with the many machines running around in 2007, the odds of destroying every trace of the future's technology become small; and most important of all, as the Terminator stated in T2, "It is in your nature to destroy yourselves," so something's bound to come up -- in which case Kyle Reese will once again go back in time to protect Sarah and sire John.

2. They succeed. And since Kyle Reese already came back in time in this present's past, and John Connor was already born in this present's past, John continues to live (none of the major time-traveling stories, or hypotheses, say that a character is wiped out in the present if the future is changed; once an event is past, unless you jump back in time again, that past is fixed. The present keeps you safe within itself, if you will). Given that the rate of technology is moving consistently with the future they avert, and given that the timeline resists change without enormous effort, it's highly likely that someone in the "new" future will invent a time displacement machine, and you can bet your boots that John Connor would have a vested interest in tracking down Kyle Reese and finding some reason to send him back in time to ensure his own existence. Or, alternatively, John doesn't send Kyle Reese back, and so the time loop ends and reverts to the "original" version of John's birth, which includes no father from the future; but "our" present John Connor, who has already been fathered by Reese, still exists.

If one doesn't like the idea of the time loop having an origin, one could also consider the idea of block time -- where time is its own dimension, much like space (this idea flows from relativity), and where an observer outside of time (say, God) would view time as an object, with past, present and future existing simultaneously, almost as though all were individually their own coexisting present, although within the system the observers don't know the future, having not yet experienced it. Therefore the time loop causes no difficulty; in this block time, that loop has always been. If one further adopts the concept of block time that accepts mutability in the form of multiverses (many different block times, in which a change in one past/present/future causes the observer within the block to leap into a different block without being aware of the transition -- consistent both with theories of alternate realities and Hinduism's bhakti yoga's concept of karma), one could say that the Reese-Connor time loop never needed an origin, while allowing for the T2 and SCC attempts to change the future.

In fact, multiverses are the easiest answer to all of the questions posed by puzzled viewers, especially since any change in the "past" (or, from our observatory viewpoint, the present, which is the past to the folks from the future) would have no affect whatsoever on the time travelers themselves, or their memories, but rather create a new alternate universe, or block time; the travelers simply could never return to their original "present" (which was, but is no longer, our future). This might explain Reese's statement to Sarah in T1 that he is from "one possible future," and so her subsequent attempts to change the future have created a number of different universes; it might also explain why SCC's Derek Reese, having killed the present Andy Goode, still remembers the Andy Goode who existed in the future (his own subjectively experienced past).

Whichever time travel hypothesis you want to use, the idea remains, regardless, that what's in the present, stays in the present. Leaping back to the past only changes the present from which the traveler leapt (which, from the perspective of the past to which he leaps, is the future). John's not going to disappear if he succeeds in preventing the war; his past is set. He's already been born. Whether the future John Connor, the one fighting the war, disappears altogether, or whether the prevention of the war splits time into a new alternate universe, the present John Connor's existence is safe simply because he's living in the present, and has a set past.

One last kicker: Multiverses can still work with a mutable timeline, since the change itself is what creates new universes. You can go with the mutable timeline alone if you don't like the multiverse theory.

So after examining the various time travel hypotheses out there, one becomes clear on the consistencies maintained by both the Terminator films and the Sarah Connor Chronicles. SCC is more complex, sure, with people and machines displacing themselves en masse in time, and going backward and forward; but it still works.

III. People Should Watch Better Television.

The last issue that seems to be especially troubling to skeptics and critics is a flaw in their own viewing experience. The most popular TV shows airing right now, which have been airing for a decade or so, are all serials. Each story arc lasts no longer than one episode, in the span of an hour all the major conflicts come to resolution, and all questions are answered as quickly as they come up. Of course, there are always a few longer story arcs that last throughout a season, but in general each episode has some sort of tidy resolution. I'm thinking specifically of CSI and all of its offspring here, along with Law & Order and House and NCIS and Numbers and even my very favorite, Bones, which does the serial crime drama more brilliantly than anything else out there. A few shows have been daring enough to run their seasons more like twenty-hour films shown piece by piece (Angel Season 4, for example, or possibly even Lost and 24); but they tend to wane in popularity, which is a terribly sad statement on the modern viewer's attention span and discipline toward patience and independent thought.

So mostly these critics' yapping about the irresolution in SCC is a result of their own steady diet of episodic TV and their often-pandered-to desire for immediate gratification. What I like about SCC is how it raises all kinds of questions, and opens all kinds of possibilities, without answering or resolving them immediately; it's a show that's running on the assumption that it's going to be around at least four seasons, and thus it develops the conflicts and the themes with appropriate gradualness. Plus there's an enormous amount of story to cover -- this show has taken on something huge in wrestling all the mythology of the franchise into one series.

The slow development of the central issues is actually poetic in its execution. Friedman's not afraid of subtlety; in fact, you have to pay close attention to the dialogue at every point in an episode to comprehend the more intricate points (which makes up for the moments when he comes out and hammers you over the head with something obvious -- in fact, the constant shift between subtle and obvious balances out the show).

One moment in particular that I loved occurs at the end of "Dungeons & Dragons," where Cameron inexplicably picks up a pencil and a piece of paper and starts writing. The allusion of course is to the "grief notes" written by her classmates at school in reaction to another classmate's suicide, and to her own interpretation of the "grief notes": "you should write a note when you can't cry" (and, being a machine, she can't cry); but the question is what she's trying to grieve. She clearly doesn't give a damn about Derek Reese dying on the table (she's still a machine), so one must assume that she's writing it in regard to the Terminator she just "killed," at whose CPU she stared for a long moment when she pulled it out of his head. The implication is that she's somehow "related" to him, but the question isn't answered in that episode, nor in the next; so the viewer just has to sit tight and have a little patience waiting for the answer to unfold itself somewhere, with the knowledge that these little questions will probably have enormous implications when they're answered, and the wait will be completely worth it. (Of course, this is the girl whose ultimate television writing hero is Joss Whedon, for whom every single intricate detail, no matter how irrelevant it seems, ties in to this huge interconnected web of story. I know Friedman isn't Whedon, but when I see a question placed so deliberately without an immediate answer, I know it's gonna be good when it comes.)

You'd think this little-bit-at-a-time storytelling would be even more incentive to keep watching the show, and for wanting its continuance into a second season, because if the show doesn't survive, the answers will never come. And come on, people, this is a great show! The actors perform superbly in their extremely multifaceted roles, and the show is more than up to the challenge it took on in adding to the Terminator legacy. John Connor's character receives a nice fleshing out (and no, I'm not talking about the way the camera loves Thomas Dekker) as a broody, sometimes self-absorbed teenager struggling to forge his own identity apart from his destiny, who at the same time can't help being a hero from time to time -- after all, it's what he was raised to be -- and who furthermore hasn't completely accommodated the difficult years he spent in foster care apart from the mother he was told was insane. Sarah Connor has undergone a little more evolution from the frantic helpless damsel in T1 (who shows seeds of the determination she exhibits later) to the barely sane warrior-woman in T2 (who yet shows seeds of the humanity that she exhibits later) to the internally stable, quieter, but still powerful and terrified woman she becomes in SCC. And of course there's Cameron, the unique and compelling "unknown cyborg" who at times seems incredibly human, and at others seems completely alien, and who seems to be seeking, if her ballet performance at the end of "The Demon Hand" is any indicator, not so much humanity (like Pinocchio or Data) as a soul (vis a vis the original Little Mermaid).

Altogether I love the show. Its minor flaws in writing quality will, I think, be resolved with the end of the Writers' Strike, and grow smoother with time (har). Each episode is markedly better than the last, which is saying a lot because each episode is quite good, even as "beginner" eps. Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles has set the perfect pace for itself, which, while "slow" to the perception of the mind trained on House, gives itself enough time to address the franchise's themes with the same heart and painful beauty that made the first two films not only good action, but gorgeous.

13 comments:

Anonymous said...

Speaking of dystopic future (or possibly parallel) stories, what do you think of Battlestar Galactica? It's probably one of my all-time favorite shows, and I'm upset that I've only just discovered it last semester.

Yax said...

You post makes me wish I watched this show.

Have you ever read Wil Wheaton's book Just A Geek?Based on your mention of Star Trek and the research you put into time travel theories, I think you might like it. I just finished listening to the audiobook version of it, so I have Wil Wheaton on the brain.

Yax said...

"Your post" rather. You'd think that after nearly a decade of being an English major, I would know how to proofread.

The Prufroquette said...

Haven't seen Battlestar Galactica yet! Really want to, though!

And Matt -- WATCH THE SEASON FINALE on Monday, March 3 starting at 8:00 EST. PLEASE!!! They do a pretty good job of the "Previously on Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles" shtick at the beginning of the episodes, so you don't get TOO lost. (Or you can watch all the episodes that have been aired to date online at fox.com before Monday -- there are only like seven episodes out there so far.)

Ratings are important for these final two episodes (they're running back to back)! Just tape them or watch them for me, if nothing else. I want this show to continue!!

Your support is enormously appreciated!!

Kim said...

So the hubby and I watch this, seeing as we have seen all three movies multiple times - oh, and we found T3 to be delightfully surprising. And T2 is pretty much his favorite flick ever. And we think that for what it is, it is quality. However, I have a few issues with it, and thought I'd share to see what you think of them.
1. I find Sarah's dialog infuriatingly cheesy. (You pretty much already addressed this, it just bothers me so much I had to reiterate it.)
2. Sarah and John's relationship. The last episode was much better, but in many previous episodes they act much more like a romantic couple than mother and son. I find this creepy.
3. The fixation on pancakes. Really? Pancakes for breakfast that often? How is Sarah supposed to keep her kick-ass figure?

That's pretty much it.

The Prufroquette said...

Hahaha...yeah, #1 I think will smooth out a little bit over time, and with the better writers back on board. I think perhaps they're trying to capture some of the flavor of the movies (after all, Arnie's lines -- and even some of Hamilton's -- weren't Pulitzer material), but that certainly doesn't work week after week after week. She needs to cut back on the cheese and be a little more minimalistic in her voiceovers.

As for #2, I think the show is coping with a tough challenge. First, Lena Headey is only 14 years older than Thomas Dekker. So they have to put a lot of makeup on her to try to make her look older, and the actors -- who get along really well, from the interviews I've read -- have to try to relate to each other as though there were a larger age gap between them than there really is. Which can be tough.

Second, and this is where my tolerance heightens, I think it helps to consider that these two people are the only ones in each other's lives -- Sarah's only real, lasting, committed human relationship is with her son, and his only real, lasting, committed human relationship is with his mother. Ever since Kyle Reese died, John is all that Sarah has lived for. Which tends to create a rather screwed-up relationship between that kind of a mother and her child. It's balanced out a little bit in that she has actually HAD to live solely for him, in order to keep him alive, and he realizes that; but I've known a lot of guys whose mothers are, under normal circumstances, overly attached to their sons and the relationships tend to be intense to the point of weirding out observers, even though there's no sexuality involved.

I actually think the show is doing a good job of demonstrating what that kind of relationship is like, and yes, it IS a little uncomfortable for observers to witness; but for the entirety of John's life, it's just been he and his mom. The first Terminator killed Sarah's parents, so he's never had any other family relationships besides Sarah, and she has always been his entire world. It's more dealable when he's a child, because devoted mother-son relationships are cute at that age; but it starts getting odd when the boy passes puberty.

I think the show is cognizant of this fact, because they introduced Derek Reese so early, and it's actually Derek's presence that puts Sarah and John's relationship in a more normal place. He may not know he's John's uncle, but he's already playing the role of familial mediator between the two (what else is family for?), and he seems to stabilize them both and help them to see the good qualities in each other. And we've also seen how John reacted to the idea of having another person in his family -- he'd do anything to keep Derek around.

What the kid really needs, and the show makes this clear, is a father figure. And John wants a father figure. That's why he's so attached to Charley, and why he's so eager to have Derek around. Given the circumstances of his birth, and his (so far) destiny, it's been inevitable that he's only been raised by his mother, and Sarah's done a damn decent job of it, but it's still been a severely imbalanced family. Kids need mothers AND fathers.

So I think the show is compensating well, and actually working with the problem of Sarah and John's extremely intense relationship. And you're right, of course, "The Demon Hand" did a lot to forcibly remind the audience that they really are mother and son, and to even justify their closeness by showing how damaging the betrayal was, and how painful the toppling of a parental pedestal.

I like too how John's character is developing -- he's using the normal teen angst and rebellion to become even more the John Connor that the future needs (the future as it's already laid out, that is), which is great and always has been in the films -- Sarah only wants him to take care of himself and keep himself alive, and so his rebellion against that (and teenage rebellion is a selfish act, right?) is to be UNselfish, to go out of his way to save or help the people important to him, or actually anyone at all who needs help, and that's what makes him a hero. It's brilliant.

And for #3...LOL! I guess the show doesn't show us all of her workout regimens. But think of all the years they spend eating rice and beans in the jungle (if you think I'm stereotyping, talk to a couple of my acquaintances who spent awhile in Central and South America). Pancakes must taste pretty freaking good. And what's more American than pancakes? It's yet another visual tie-in to the things that make John Connor a particularly American icon.

(Hm...but do we ever actually see Sarah eating them? I've only noticed her passing plates of them around...)

The Prufroquette said...

Oh -- one more thing: Sarah and John also have an attachment, separate from their genetic relationship, as the only two people who know what's going to happen (or at least, they were the only two people who know what's going to happen until the very beginning of the show), and living together with that kind of a secret, that kind of a knowledge, for sixteen years creates a different kind of a strong bond, almost a stronger one than the mother-son relationship, in fact -- a certain likemindedness which makes them closer to peers than mother-son, especially as John grows older -- which is probably one of the reasons why John wants to tell more people about the future, and why he's more ready to trust others than you'd think he would be. He wants more people in that circle of two. He's a pretty lonely kid. And the sad thing is that in the future, he has no friends; once he sends Kyle Reese back in time, the only "person" he spends a great amount of time with is Cameron. (Which begs the question: If they fail to prevent the war, will Cameron be the machine who has been around with him forever, like another time loop, provided that she doesn't go bad?)

Nic said...

This was a fascinating post and has truly encouraged me to keep watching the show! (I've seen two episodes so far.) I adore anything that messes with time because it expands my thinking.

I will never understand why "stupid shows" are ultimately more popular than the smart ones.

The Prufroquette said...

Okay, I finally watched T3 last night, and it wasn't that bad. It clearly wasn't Cameron doing the directing, and it wasn't T2, but it was pretty decent, even rewatchable.

And it confirmed for certain that the movies have opted to work with a type 2.1 mutable timeline -- major events still occur, although you can change how they happen.

I also think the films indicate that sending anything back in time creates a time loop which can never be changed or reversed, which would explain the burning (in my mind) question as to why the machines didn't keep sending the first Terminator back to kill Sarah Connor at the same point in her life as the first movie, over and over again until they succeeded. It seems that the events that occur to change the future when you jump back to the past become fixed.

Frankly, I think the show will be a lot more interesting if it ends with failure. There's something about Judgment Day and its aftermath and the gritty survival of the human race -- frontierlike, I suppose, without having to resort to space travel; and pioneering (which involves ripping a life for humanity out of the harshest and most unlikely elements) is embedded inextricably in the American psyche. Plus, if they succeed, John Connor turns into either the homeless kid you see in T3, or some boring computer techie with a steady paycheck and health insurance. Bit of a letdown, right? I don't know about the rest of you, but I want to see John's metamorphosis into the leader he's "destined" to be, I want to see that greatness begin to be realized. There's something catching about a character who knows his fate in advance and elects to fulfill it, since that's what's necessary. (Here's where a few more Christian overtones come in. But those are speculations for another day.)

Kim said...

Here's one more interesting Terminator-franchise bit of information: they are making a T4! But, even better than that, Christian Bale is going to be John. And as if that weren't enough, it is rumored that the plot will center around the actual post-Judgment
Day War against the machines.

The Prufroquette said...

I have been having a hard time holding myself in with that news since I heard it -- I've followed Christian Bale for most of his career, and I LOVE his acting; and I can't wait to see more than a few glimpses of the post-Judgment Day world!

Excitement upon excitement. If only the show survives its own "Judgment Day" with the finale on Monday...

But at least, if it doesn't, there's the comfort of Christian Bale's talent and gorgeousness to look forward to in T4. (First Batman, now John Connor...the guy is beginning to sweep all of the American iconic heroes. And I say, Give Us More!!!)

Anonymous said...

I was wondering if anyone else had noticed how the storyline resembled The Little Mermaid, in that Cameron appears to want John to see her as a "real" woman with a soul, who is devoted to him, and is willing to sacrifice herself for him.

The Prufroquette said...

I'm glad I'm not the only one who made that imaginative leap. Since, according to the Russian ballerina, "dance is the language of the soul," and you see Cameron at the end of the episode really working on her ballet, with Sarah's voiceover about how "if the machines can create art...they won't need to destroy us. They will have become us," it strikes a kind of resonance with the idea that Cameron isn't looking to be a "real girl"; she's looking to have a soul.

The original Little Mermaid story is pretty heartbreaking, and also a lot grittier than its Disney counterpart. The Little Mermaid wasn't even really in love with the Prince; she wanted to marry him because that was the only way she could become completely human; and she only wanted to become human in order to have an immortal soul. As a mermaid, as soon as she died, she became nothing but foam on the waves; she wanted to experience eternity. In the end, the Prince marries someone else, and then the Little Mermaid's option is to kill him on his wedding night and bathe her feet in his blood in order to remain human; but when she stands in his bedroom and looks at him sleeping intertwined with his wife, she hurls herself out the window instead and returns to the sea. The bittersweet ending rewards her for her sacrifice by turning her into a wind that would blow over the earth for three hundred years, and then she would have her soul.

I don't know whether any of those other aspects of the story will play out in SCC (especially given the end of Season 1); but her motivation doesn't seem to be experiencing humanity for its own sake. She wants more.

I always like a character who strives toward art, so this hit me in a soft spot. I thought too it was interesting in the next-to-last episode of the season that John said of her, "She doesn't have a soul and she never will," while affirming to Sarah and Derek that although they couldn't trust her, they could trust him - i.e. his trust in her. A thought-provoking dynamic.

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